Jaymien is my name _l_

2010-08-19T09:43:00.000-07:00

I hate a strange feeling.
For the first time, i missed a guy.
Those close to me would probably know whom am i talking about.
Just now, something reminded me of him.
(I know this is beginning to sound gay but im not one, these are true feelings)
I always think that he is a person who doesn't care about other people feelings.
Honestly up till now, i still think so.
But recently i thought, he was the one who brought me onto this path.
Honestly, having its advantages and disadvantages.
He was the one who taught me sparring.
He thought me even though i told him i wouldnt want to learn.
Training wasnt very easy of course.
But then soon enough, i got the basics right.
There are many things i couldnt comprehend at times.
But as i sat there thinking about it just now, there were many times you were there for us. Covering for us, even protecting us.
I know i would miss you. Your laughter, your jokes, your bike sound even your scolding and beating.
I heard a news from Anson just now. Heard that you would be in there for 2 years.
I know you would be fine inside, knowing your size and skills would be an advantage for you in there.
But then, again, there wont be anyone to entertain us as much anymore.
I saw a "kong ba pau" just now. Immediately, it reminded me of you. I know thats your favourite.
I know your "children" would miss you more then i do, but i still feel like typing my feelings here.
I would probably be finding kaixiang and meet you tmr. Hope to take a picture of you and your smiling garfield face. :)
Apart from me, there would definetely be others who would miss you too :)
I think "she" would be the one who would think of you everyday.
Seriously, i hope that time can just fly to the future, instead of rewinding the past. Cause through this, then u can fully understand what you've learnt.
I hope that you wouldnt forget us when you are inside. We would miss you.
:) smile always

2010-07-31T05:59:00.000-07:00

hey people.
Jaymien in the house yo.
These few days have been hanging out with the same groups.
Doing nothing much, attending sch like a guai kia :)
Haaas.

2010-07-24T20:12:00.000-07:00

hello all my fellow readers :D
These few days have been quite busy though.
Sentosa trip have been cancelled. sad uh.
Anyway these few days have been hanging out with terry and christine :D
That CHRISTINE FANG keep laughing all the way. LOL
Like one mad woman. Me and terry didnt do anything, she also laugh.
HAHA.
Hope that she can go home though, her parents keep scolding her for something.
Hope that she can find that "thing" back ):
TAta folks.

WINNIE FANG. U CHEAT MY FEELING.

2010-07-17T21:17:00.001-07:00

hahas, thanks everyone who gave me postive comments.
these few days have been working. for 3 days liaos. earn 99 dollars.
been standing throughout my working time. leg damm tired.
But no choice. gotta start earning money.
i seem to have much lesser time then in the past.
every since i started work, i seemed to cherish my friends, weekends and money.
Next week dinner with WINNIE FANG :D

2010-06-28T17:42:00.000-07:00

I'am here to post again :)
So many things, where should i start off?
hmms.
Firstly, my curfew is over. i wouldnt need to go to lakeside anymore.
But i am still waiting for cantonmennt to call me.
So that i can officially end this.
Seriously, i miss that place.
All the fun we had together.
Going there has taught me many things.
Learn leadership skills, teambuilding, and how to speak up.
Apart from that, i also learned how to play table tennis too.
Trust me, its a very fun game :)

Anyway. these past few days have been almost the same.
Most of the time at home playing game :)
Seldom go out.
I want to turn over a new leaf.
I want to stop this worrying life.
Everyday when i walk home, i would have to see whether anybody is following me.
When i go out with friends, i would have to worry if there is any trouble.
Sometimes even when i dont make trouble, they come to you.
Certainly, they are still my brothers.
I dont know how to make a decision.
Anyway, i am quitting smoking from today onwards.
Burns a big big hole in my pocket and my lungs.
Hope that i would succeed this time round.
good luck to all my friends :)

2010-06-21T06:33:00.001-07:00

why is everyone these few days so sad?
Things use to be so happy and less stressful in the past.
i miss those days whereby we are free to do what we wanted.
But everyone seem to be busy nowadays.
I really hope everyone would present a smile on their faces when they see me.
I wish everyone would be happy.

2010-06-13T22:02:00.001-07:00

Nothing very much to post about.
Just anticipating the upcoming wolfteam competition. :)
hope my slot is confirmed :D

2010-06-10T22:42:00.000-07:00

Im here to update my blog again.
Yesterday went out to pass Leticia my poa group file.
Project must hand in ma, therefore went all the way to clementi pass her jiu go le.
After that jiu went Cck to find Rick, Roy, Renjie.
The three R's uh.
Played at arcade.
I CANNOT BELIEVE I LOST TO A SMALL LITTLE BOY.
After that went for a smoke, then cabbed down with them to lakeside for CSO.
I was pawned at table tennis. Guess that i wasn't very on form uh.
Anyway, Andrew brought us to Superbowl at TamanJurong. scary place.HAHA
That ChanPohLong go cut into my group. lcb. nvm, let him.
Bowling isnt my forte, i was lousiest in my group.
Sunday going for competition at iluma.
i know sure wont win. But then its the experience that counts.

Just now went to school in the morning for my OFA retest. fyi, i failed.
But teacher gave us a chance. haha! Test finish, jiu come home, then play game.
Waiting for someone to reply. Reply so slow one. -.- take 3 hours still haven reply. Gosh.
Anyway bye fellow readers, going out for cso again :)

I promise i will wait.

2010-06-08T22:35:00.000-07:00

Hi fellow readers,
lemme started off with yesterday.
Yesterday, aft school ended at five, headed off to jp to meet elysia and lexian.
Elysia was doing her shopping like an auntie :X
anyway, after buying her shoes and shirt, we headed off to Kopitiam feast.
Lexian had tomyam soup, Elysia had her fried fish soup.
And me of course had chicken rice set.(blardy hell no soup given)
The farking drink cost $1.70 per can. day light robbery.
After that headed off for a puff.
Elysia headed off to do her medicure whereas me and lexian went to greenblock slack slack uh.
Chatted with lexian about hamsters. LOL. Elysia took half and hour to come.
Shortly, Yunshen came too.
I had to go home too as i had curfew!
Reached home, played comp games, and msg someone.
Still ask me type lullaby and fairytales before she can sleep.
Anyway, its worth it :)
morning woke up see 21 messages from her. WOW. spammer.

Today went school in the morning at eight.
Nothing much happened. Failed two of my modules and my attendance is dropping.
I need a motivation from her. ):
Anyway, skipped half a day of school. too boring uh!
Wish me all the best in winning her heart :)
byebye!

2010-06-07T06:45:00.000-07:00

Im here to blog. Like finally.
Many incidents happened lately, i shall not mention what.
I trust that many people have different ways of leading their lives.
But certainly, sometimes you do not need to be that stern at all.
Learn to relax sometimes.
People often tell me to understand others.
But do you?
Respect is that word i chose to emphasie in this situation.
In order to gain respect, is not having a stern mind or to exort force.
Sometimes, respect have to earned and gained.
I shant say who i am talking about.
Talking things further would definetly make things worst.
Apart from all these, i sincerely hope that you stop discriminating others.
No one is perfect.
Not even you.
Stop using me to compare against you.
You might be more popular than me.
I might have lost to you in experience, but definetly i think twice before doing things.

Anyway, these few days have been slacking around with the same clique.
Doing same stuffs.
I want to study hard.
I want to stop skipping school.
I want to get good results.
I want to get a job.
Forget it, life isnt as simple as it looks.

2010-04-28T07:39:00.000-07:00

oh gosh, im finally back to blogging.
i cant believe all these things are happening.
am i fucking dreaming? gosh.
i wish i could understand all these.
Those who know what im talking abt would understand.